Historically how have freedom been won? Was it through peaceful protests?
When the slaves where freed, was it because someone begged nicely and then the rapes, beatings, and murders stopped? NO, that's not how it works.
People are mad cause people are tearing up shit? Yeah, it’s a sad day. It’s a tragic day because those in positions of power and white people who turn the other cheek have ignored the peaceful resolutions!
So, people are mad and I understand that, just make sure that anger is turned in the right direction! When Kaepernick was kneeling people went insane over football, y'all chose football over black lives! Let that sink in.
People will do what they know how to do. Those who have the resources to fight through education will do that, others will fight the only way they know-how. With their hands! 
How y’all fighting? Your non-action and dissonance have caused this. Place blame in the right place!!!

Yes, I get there could be another agenda; Stop trying to highjack the REAL tragic issues we are trying to address (systematic murdering of unarmed black people) for your greed!
​Don't forget about covid19.

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What do you think about Life now?
Since the quarantine has happened I've been challenged in my heart and mind to find the answer to this question, "Is Life REALLY worth living?" One morning a few weeks ago, I lay in my bed wondering what Life is worth? This submersion caused by the covid19 pandemic has and is causing me to re-evaluate everything. What's so important about driving the most beautiful car, having more stuff than the next person, and wanting accolades from others or institutions? None of that shit seems vital at all. I wasn't a materialistic person, to begin with, but now I hold tighter to my views that  Life is not about stuff, accolades and positions! It's about how I love, perceive, and hold space for myself and others. It's how I honor and protect my energy from whatever and whoever tries to move me out of my peace. (Am I honoring me in this way? A few people come to mind to remind me that I still have work to do in this area of my life) It's about reconnecting with the silence that is so beautiful and sacred that it causes me to hear my intuition and The Creators' words. It's about knowing who I truly am as a spiritual being and learning to embrace and move forward on the road in which my spirit is guiding me. I needed this time to find out how out of tune I am spiritually and how in tune I am with what I believe my life is worth.
 
See, a few months ago, I relocated to another state to start a brand-new life! I was determined to leave toxic family and friends behind and begin to learn to live without the comforts of my old emotional friends (pain, regret, fear). I was sad and depressed. Faking like I was having the time of my life, I started to question whether or not my life was worth living! I mean, I didn't have family here or love; I found more pain than I expected. This made me want to run and hide in my home. I had the same redundant routines - eat, sleep, social media, T.V., and I worked from home. During this time in quarantine, I didn't feel Life was any different from what I was already doing- nothing, at least that is what I was telling myself. I was already hanging on by a thread emotionally. What I was really doing was grieving the old way of being, and it was crippling me. I wanted a new normal, but I didn't know where to start or how to start it.
 
Long story short, I told myself I was ready to die; I and I thought I accepted it.  Because I have an immune system that is challenged, I felt like I would die soon anyway with corona everywhere. I almost surely convinced myself that I was ready to leave this earth. However, my old friend fear taught me a lesson; I wasn't ready to die. By examining the “why” of my fear, I learned that I would not be fearful of death if I was ready to die. All of the anxiety and depression I felt for the past three months was actually a sign that I wanted to live! I didn’t realize this life changing lesson at first. I was trying to convince myself with words that I was prepared to go, but fear was showing me the truth. I wasn't ready. Fear taught me that I still wanted to live! I was lying to myself about being ready to go. Being afraid to die showed me that I still wanted to do be here, to do something here on earth.  I asked myself and The Creator, “What could I possibly want to do here alone?”  The answer I received was- Love Me. Get to know the higher me, not the me I thought I knew. I  could feel my spirit calling me deeper, but where? Here, right now, the present. I am learning to acknowledge, accept, allow and act on what brings me peace and joy. I needed to stop listening to the negative thoughts that create adverse emotions that drove me into a dark emotional space. I choose to cultivate the positive thoughts! I needed to stay in each present moment that presents itself to me, these moments that I keep taking for granted. This time has allowed me to slow down even more and be in the moment. 
 
This is what I found out...Sharon should to do what Sharon loves to do. What is that? I've always wanted a garden; I want to perform my poetry, continue to inspire others through writing and travel. Fear has been my worst enemy, but it has also taught me that I want to live!
 
So, here is what I believe about life now.
1. I believe that Life will continue, for how long I don't know, no one does. I am accepting of this.
2. I know now that if I don't love me with all of me, I will surely die of depression and a broken heart.
3. I know that a sunrise and sunset are the most beautiful things you can experience if you are present for these moments. 
4. I know that I Am My Family - I have a soul (higher self), mind, and body to take care of. What I need to survive and be happy is to ensure that I take care of ALL OF ME.
5. Emotional Pain will take you out if you allow it. For me staying out of depression means getting out of bed and doing one thing different every day. Simple shit! Nothing major at all. Stop trying to do the most. Hell, if I brushed my teeth, that was a huge accomplishment.
6. If they love you, they will SHOW IT, not just say it. Protect Your Peace at all costs! Period. If you don't have peace, LEAVE.
7. Words mean less now; actions mean a hell of a lot more!
8. The Creator is always here listening and waiting for your yes!
 
Q: Do you value Life more or less?
A: More. Life is precious. I don't overvalue stuff, with respect and gratitude for what I do possess.
Q: What will you do differently after quarantine, if anything?
A: Love me. Love me more. Protect my peace. Do what I love!
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